Friday, August 28, 2009

boredom strikes!!xDD


Your beautiful eyes stare right into my .. eyes

and sometimes i think of you late at night
I don't know why
I wanna be somewhere where you are
I wanna be where. . .

You're here. Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

I wake up, I'm alive
And only a little while, I cry
'Cause you're my lullaby
So baby come hold me tight
cuz I, I
I wanna be everything you need
I wanna be where

You're here. Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

Just as long as your mine I'll be your everything tonight.
Let me love you, kiss you, baby let me miss you
Let me see your
Dream about
Dream about
Dream about your eyes
Eyes, eyes, eyes
Beautiful eyes

beautiful eyes-taylor swift

thug story.♥


weeks of head aches!GAWD..too busy to tell stories,but as far as i know.its a thug story,hahaha!!rapper?!grr ..
i love this guy so much that i can't take him out of my head no matter what i do and where i go. hmmm..
kiss,i remember him.
yea,i kissed him.alot of people reacted but for us it was like "so what,its LOVE right?!"
yayks.i missed him more,stupid suspension of classes.grr
well,i'm a burden to him(i think?) ..but he loves me i know.i love him too!!
VERY,VERY,VERY,VERY much:]
i have nothing to hide and deny anymore,i'm contented at this time.
whatever to me again,talking to myself won't make me feel better.the only thing that can make me better is seeing him,talking to him,hugging him and so on.that's it!!haha.i love you KEVIN JAMES QUIROZ!!very much:]
END.ü

Sunday, August 16, 2009

idiot!!

not gonna update for weeks.. I'm also not gonna open my accounts,i hate this!
they all treat me like a new born kid or something!grr..i hate it!i hate everything and everyone in this fucking life of mine.
-last blog for the meantime.. die bitches and die sluts!!

Saturday, August 15, 2009

make me more for you

this day is enjoyable:] but i had a little bit of a brain-damage or something..in the morning we did our bulletin board in our room,then we were like so noisy cause we talked stuffs that are random and funny..then my grandmother told me that on monday i can go to the swimming party that we were gonna have,and i can go home without her because my sortta bestfriend pauline said that she was gonna take me home.then we ate at the fastfood we liked,and we were so funny like whatever!!then we came home,pauline was with me.we enjoyed ourselves while talking:D
pwew!no bastards today,and i am really getting caught in the middle.fist with my suitors,and now with my friends.urg!!
lollipop is playing in my headset.i love it!!2ne1 & bigbang is THEE BEST korean goups for me:]

Friday, August 14, 2009

lollipop.üxD

kaching!that's money,and that's what i don't have at the moment.tskk!this day was fun,but i don't like it all..what the?i hate that old lady,she doesn't have any right to make crap out of me..she is just an idiot that i pay,so she doesn't have any right to do that to me..i mean,no one does!!
this thinking is getting longer and longer,and getting harder and harder..gawd!!good thing i have friends that love and care for me.:D
ilovelife.but i don't love everyone in it ..the crapoo army is getting bigger an bigger.and my temper is getting shorter and shorter
whatever!i just want to be in peace,even just for an hour.i wanna be with the people that i truly love and care.is that to much of a demand? i just want an escape from the world,but they don't understand me!!waaah! i'm getting even crazier.i wanna kill a fly,DARN!iRAWRlollipops:]

Thursday, August 13, 2009

she's at the top

pweew!!another day,another dollar as they say.. I'm randomized and puzzeled again,its kindaa tiring you know.being too much of me is like,making people even confident to judge me.DARN!what the eff!?
tho i like this day cuz i had alot of fun playing badminton and volleyball.but i don't like coming home.i hate it,instead of having the time to be alone i get more of the murmuring that the old lady does.grr!!i like him,i like him,and i like them.who am i really sticking up for?
J?C?P? or K?gawd!! i need to choose between my suitors and my crushes.my two suitors are like,they make me smile by their words and thoughtfulness..but my two crushes make me happy when i simply talk with them..DARN!!I'm so whatever.talking to myself only makes me crazy tho.but i don't have any one to talk to..grr!i should probably take a rest and do these thinking tomorrow..cuz i need to do ALOT of thinking..sweetdreams innah:]

Sunday, August 9, 2009

your thought doesn't count

geez..am i supposed to be happy or sad??WTF!I'm so irritated and frustrated..i don't want to go to school tomorrow,i want to stay here at home..but sadly..grr! i hate it!!i hate her!! very much..if she only knew that she is being more arrogant,my beties are only being nice to her.but that doens't mean that she should feel that she belongs with us!!grr..i really can't stand her egotism,grr!i don't want to see her..but i might. i hope she will be absent tomorrow,so that i will have no one to worry about.and no one would be so noisy during class. that girl always spoils the day..grr!!
i hope i see my crush,and i hope that we might have another moment alone..geez!!i hate this day,i hate it so badly that i want to die.grr!!whatever innah,talking to yourself can't do any good.EMO mode:((