boredom strikes!!xDD

Your beautiful eyes stare right into my .. eyes

and sometimes i think of you late at night
I don't know why
I wanna be somewhere where you are
I wanna be where. . .

You're here. Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

I wake up, I'm alive
And only a little while, I cry
'Cause you're my lullaby
So baby come hold me tight
cuz I, I
I wanna be everything you need
I wanna be where

You're here. Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

Just as long as your mine I'll be your everything tonight.
Let me love you, kiss you, baby let me miss you
Let me see your
Dream about
Dream about
Dream about your eyes
Eyes, eyes, eyes
Beautiful eyes

beautiful eyes-taylor swift

thug story.♥

weeks of head aches!GAWD..too busy to tell stories,but as far as i know.its a thug story,hahaha!!rapper?!grr ..
i love this guy so much that i can't take him out of my head no matter what i do and where i go. hmmm..
kiss,i remember him.
yea,i kissed him.alot of people reacted but for us it was like "so what,its LOVE right?!"
yayks.i missed him more,stupid suspension of classes.grr
well,i'm a burden to him(i think?) ..but he loves me i know.i love him too!!
VERY,VERY,VERY,VERY much:]
i have nothing to hide and deny anymore,i'm contented at this time.
whatever to me again,talking to myself won't make me feel better.the only thing that can make me better is seeing him,talking to him,hugging him and so on.that's it!!haha.i love you KEVIN JAMES QUIROZ!!very much:]
END.ü

idiot!!

not gonna update for weeks.. I'm also not gonna open my accounts,i hate this!
they all treat me like a new born kid or something!grr..i hate it!i hate everything and everyone in this fucking life of mine.
-last blog for the meantime.. die bitches and die sluts!!

make me more for you

this day is enjoyable:] but i had a little bit of a brain-damage or something..in the morning we did our bulletin board in our room,then we were like so noisy cause we talked stuffs that are random and funny..then my grandmother told me that on monday i can go to the swimming party that we were gonna have,and i can go home without her because my sortta bestfriend pauline said that she was gonna take me home.then we ate at the fastfood we liked,and we were so funny like whatever!!then we came home,pauline was with me.we enjoyed ourselves while talking:D
pwew!no bastards today,and i am really getting caught in the middle.fist with my suitors,and now with my friends.urg!!
lollipop is playing in my headset.i love it!!2ne1 & bigbang is THEE BEST korean goups for me:]

lollipop.üxD

kaching!that's money,and that's what i don't have at the moment.tskk!this day was fun,but i don't like it all..what the?i hate that old lady,she doesn't have any right to make crap out of me..she is just an idiot that i pay,so she doesn't have any right to do that to me..i mean,no one does!!
this thinking is getting longer and longer,and getting harder and harder..gawd!!good thing i have friends that love and care for me.:D
ilovelife.but i don't love everyone in it ..the crapoo army is getting bigger an bigger.and my temper is getting shorter and shorter
whatever!i just want to be in peace,even just for an hour.i wanna be with the people that i truly love and care.is that to much of a demand? i just want an escape from the world,but they don't understand me!!waaah! i'm getting even crazier.i wanna kill a fly,DARN!iRAWRlollipops:]

she's at the top

pweew!!another day,another dollar as they say.. I'm randomized and puzzeled again,its kindaa tiring you know.being too much of me is like,making people even confident to judge me.DARN!what the eff!?
tho i like this day cuz i had alot of fun playing badminton and volleyball.but i don't like coming home.i hate it,instead of having the time to be alone i get more of the murmuring that the old lady does.grr!!i like him,i like him,and i like them.who am i really sticking up for?
J?C?P? or K?gawd!! i need to choose between my suitors and my crushes.my two suitors are like,they make me smile by their words and thoughtfulness..but my two crushes make me happy when i simply talk with them..DARN!!I'm so whatever.talking to myself only makes me crazy tho.but i don't have any one to talk to..grr!i should probably take a rest and do these thinking tomorrow..cuz i need to do ALOT of thinking..sweetdreams innah:]

your thought doesn't count

geez..am i supposed to be happy or sad??WTF!I'm so irritated and frustrated..i don't want to go to school tomorrow,i want to stay here at home..but sadly..grr! i hate it!!i hate her!! very much..if she only knew that she is being more arrogant,my beties are only being nice to her.but that doens't mean that she should feel that she belongs with us!!grr..i really can't stand her egotism,grr!i don't want to see her..but i might. i hope she will be absent tomorrow,so that i will have no one to worry about.and no one would be so noisy during class. that girl always spoils the day..grr!!
i hope i see my crush,and i hope that we might have another moment alone..geez!!i hate this day,i hate it so badly that i want to die.grr!!whatever innah,talking to yourself can't do any good.EMO mode:((

caught in the middle://

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

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the perfect words for my situation..grr!!can you believe it?i have two suitors and the same time?!this has happened before,but i think now is more complicated..GAWD!!what a life.i have a crush,and two suitors..golly!im flattered but frustrated..very,very frustrated.tsk!!

but i think its best to leave it all to GOD.cause He knows what to do.geez..so many things to think of,and so many risks to take.i hope i don't regret any more in my decisions..aww!im really confused.and sad cause i won't have all my attention to my crush.hmpp

our song:))

Our song-taylor swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart

I look around, turn the radio down
He says, ?Baby is something wrong??
I say, ?Nothing I was just thinking
How we don't have a song? and he says

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps
After everything that day
Had gone all wrong or been trampled on
And lost and thrown away

Got to the hallway, well, on my way
To my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song

'Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
'Cause it's late and his mama don't know

Our song is the way he laughs
The first date man, I didn't kiss him and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again
Play it again, oh, yeah, oh, oh, yeah

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

sweet.storm

ugh!!tiring day..gush!its still random and rainy,oh well.whats new??wanna know what happened?..if you do,continue reading:))
first thing in the morning,when i got to school..then the last day of the exams was today.we had our first test.HISTORY..so we went to the music room to do our test there.then when we saw our test papers,we were like."OMG!i don't remember this!!"..then we were all blank,we weren't able to answer everything..so after that it was T.L.E then break,then VALUES..then it was howard's birthday.so he brought ice cream and cake for everyone on our room..and we were all happy cause we all had food.haha xDD.but i didn't enjoy every thing in this day,cause i cried(again).due to my hatred for frogs,cause JM was teasing me again and was showing me the frog pictures again.and i hated them,so i cried..ugh!.then there,when it was lunch we were all in the room.playing psp,jamming,talking and more.. i got mad at aj,cause she was such a flirt,,she keeps her distance from me cause she knows that i hate her at the moment.but while she was distant from me,she starts to take my besties away.and that made me more angry.grr!!who wouldn't?..so there,i wanted to sleep,so i searched the whole school for a quiet place to rest for a while.but i didn't find one..so i just went back to the room..
2:00..it was time to practice,but i didn't participate cause my head suddelny hurted,while i was in my place.my crush suddenly touched my waist with both of his hands.he was like hugging me or something..and i was like,blushing!!waaaah!!who wouldn't,but i still didn't practice..so i was watching them dance and sing and stuff,after that.it was over..
3:00..ren,cj,me,kc,and kevin went to Mcdonalds to eat.so there,we had a good time..then we went back to school.waaah!SOLIDLIQUIDGAS!!what a nice day:))

RANDOM.RAiN=)

so there..this day was,extremely RANDOM..let me start in the morning,so there.
when i got to school,it was like.everyone was troubled cause it was the first day of our periodical exams..so when we got in the room,we reviewed a bit and the first subject was A.PE.H(arts,physical education,health)..so all of us were cool with that subject,its just like a piece of cake with a cherry on top..after A.PE.H it was FILIPINO,so all of us reviewed but we were only talking..then when the test in FILIPINO started and we saw what the test paper would look like,and all of us got shocked!cause we thought that the test in that subject was easy,but we thought wrong..so in order to get a high grade,we copied answers with each other,and our teacher noticed,so she yelled at us and we all were frightened..so we got back to our own seats with the sure answers and we passed the test paper to our teacher,so it was break time.me and my buds didn't eat much..we just drank a glass of soya/tofu/taho...when break time was over,we got back to our room to do another test.and finished it in a blast..when that was through,we had our lunch break.and i was with pauline and cj(two of my buddies).so we ate,they ate rice.i only ate juice and a pack of my favorite snack(loaded!) ..then we got back to our floor,and it was raining so hard that the whole high school floor/3rd floor was flooded..ann even got wet cause she accidentally slipped so she went home due of what happened...and there,my feet got wet!what an ugly thing,but not only me,even my classmates got there feet wet..so we took off our shoes and also our socks..then we were doing our PACE works,and my classmate jm who is always teasing me knew that my pace was about reptiles and amphibians,and he also discovered that i hate frogs so much!i can't even look at the picture cause i was really terrified if i see it,cause it has frogs..eww!!so there,they teased me with forgs and stuffs,and i cried.GAWD!but he made me kilig too,haha..then the NSC deligates had a meeting(i wasn't apart of it cause my mother said that i can't go.grr)..then i'm left alone with the others who are not deligates..then,after their meeting me and my friends settled at the cafeteria and we ate noodles and stuff..while eating,,me,cj and pau were talking about the people we don't like.and there were lots of revelations..and the three of us got so disgusted because aj.is flirting with jm,and i hate seeing her flirting with guys.DUH?!she is not all godd to flirt,idiot much?!..and we were like,"i want to kill her" stuff..but we couldn't,so we just walked away and had conversations in another place..wew!what a day,its so random..just can't expalin it.but there is one thing i know..this day was so tiring but fun.C:

two of a kind:))

so there..casadee and hayley are like,"THEE BEST " female vocalists for me..[my opinions only.ok?]

casadee pope,hey monday vocalist..pretty face,nice voice,rocking hair..

hayley williams
paramore's vocalist..like casadee..she has a pretty face,awesome voice,and cool hair..

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so how can people say that they are imitating one another or so..ugh!my opinion is,they are great.they both have a GOD GIVEN talent and they use these talents to make the crowd be amazed and entertained,especially the musically inclined people[like me.ü]..for me,they are like.two of the people that i really admire the most in band stuffs..i♥'em:)

you had a break through

its 5:30 in the afternoon,and its still raining..
i haven't really reviewed for the exams tomorrow,but
who knows.i might review later..haha
after all,i like cramming..but WTF?i miss him,
but i don't know who he is that i miss.darn!what kind
of brain do i have and i don't know who the heck i miss.
well,i miss my friends..namely

jhen,cj,ren,chei,mark,jumz,gladys,pau..etc
but i don't miss the freak..gush!!i'm disgusted by her.she
flirts guys,she copies my style,she ruin my day,and she gives me a headache..grr
its a good thing i didn't see her today.cuz GAWD!she would kill me with her
being pervert.gush!!
hm. i wanna sleep,but its too early for that.
-beginner in blogging much.speechless.DUH?

i ♥ ?

I heart question mark-taylor swift


Wish I had concentrated.
They said love was complicated, but it's something I just fell into.
And it was overrated, but just look what I created.
I came out alive, but I'm black and blue.
Before you ask me if I'm alright think about what I have to do...

Wake-up and smell the break up.

Fix my heart, put on my make-up.

Another mess I didn't plan.
And I'll bet you thought you beat me.
Wish you could only see I got an "I Heart ?" written on the back of my hand.

I'd be fine if you just walked by,
but you had to talk about why you were wrong and I was right.
But I can't believe you made me sit at home, cry like a baby, wait right by the phone every night.
And now you ask about you and I, there's no you and I,
remember what you put me through I had to...

Wake-up and smell the break up.
Fix my heart, put on my make-up.
Another mess I didn't plan.
And I'll bet you thought you beat me.
Wish you could only see I got an "I Heart ?" written on the back of my hand.

And when you're home all alone at night,
you'll still wonder why you took everything I had, oh baby.
I haven't thought about you and I, there's no you and I, and I know someday you will...

Wake-up and smell the break up.
Realize that we won't make up.
It didn't go the way you planned.
And you'll know you didn't beat me
when you look down and see I got an "I Heart ?" written on the back of my hand.

Written on the back of my hand.
An "I heart ?".
Written on the back of my hand...

so this is it?[drama much.]

SOME ONE OUT THERE♥
was meant to be the love of your life,the one you can tell your
dreams to and he'll smile at you when you tell him,but he'll never laugh,he'll
brush the hair out off your face. and he'll stare at you during a movie even
though he paid $11 to see it. he'll call you to tell you how he couldn't stop
thinking about you. and most importantly. he'll look right in your eyes and

tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he's ever seen and for the first

time in your life.. you'll believe it that is why they mean by true love.

[stuck with each other]